Things hasn't been really smooth

Gotten my results for my ACCA back. Failed 1 subject but manage to pass the other 2. So this december gonna be taking one last paper before graduation hopefully. 

Failed my OBU project. Reason being not using the correct model to do the question. Not really happy with the both my school and OBU. Thus i've decided not to retake it. 

I find both my school and OBU not very professional in the way how they mark the project. A project which analyse the effectiveness of the a company's marketing strategy. End up with me having to evaluate the marketing environment. 

I'm doing a technology company and they want me to evaluate the marketing environment? I'm so shock when i received my results. 

Moreover i let my mentor knows about it and to her, she just say you just change what OBU wants. I was like what the hell. I paid $800 to my school and have a mentor doing nothing much except to tell me what is missing. I don't feel guided at all. 

Added in profitability ratio for my project before submission to my mentor and my mentor says, you need not put this ratio in. OBU say i should support it with profitability ratio. 

I'm really very shock and very very pissed off. Till now i'm still pondering if i should make this big complain to the school and ask them to refund it. It's really nonsense. 

Therefore i will not re take the project ever again. I really find them not professional enough. They have their own stand and only specific models are allowed in the project. Then why give us a range of question when u want us to use those models only? 

No one model is used universally by a company only. I really don't get it. Telling me my model is not wrong just that they want that model and i didn't use that model. 

I believe quite a few schools are always too full of themselves. They forgot something that learning is something that is continual. There is no end to it. There is no one model that could apply everything to anything. 

I'm really very disappointed to know this. But as a result they lose my trust and so they lose everything reason i could to promote in the positive way.

Just few days back received my 2nd PAP smear result. Conditions got worse. Waiting for treatment to be done at the hospital. It's pre-cancerous cell. Though not yet cancer but still could be potential. 

Had been suffering all these in silent for the past few days. Last night was hoping for care and concern from the only person i tell. End up he didn't even care. 

Was thinking of the tour guide Bruce. End up crying a few hours that night. Just hope that i will really forget the feelings for Bruce very soon... Wanted to message him to let him know my conditions but then i stopped myself from doing so. He has a life and i shouldn't disturb him 

Just hope everything will get settle down very soon... It's been over a year but i'm not sure why i havent really put it down yet. 

In life there is too much regrets. Grab it before everything is too late.